Thread:Echo Spy/@comment-35167970-20180331235842

Stop it Selene and you know what stop it Jay, I am going to apologise for the transgressions I made but you know what? You're not blameless, you accused me of blanking out pages which I did not, I've tried countless times telling you that but you refuse to listen. I'm only going to post this one final time and after that do what you want, but I'm going tell you this: My father had died I was broken, shattered and I was all over the place,ok? I'm sorry if I was harrasing you and I'm not making this up as an excuse, I told you before he died and I tried to tell to you again and again why this happened but you wouldn't listen. So when I told you and you didn't believe me, calling me a loser and a sad person doing this and doing that, I got angry, you didn't even say "I'm sorry for your loss" or anything you just insulted me and didn't even care. I'm sorry if I was mentally unstable at the time.Isn't that what you want to hear? How much I suffered, how much I felt like I sould've died instead of him? That is what you want to hear isn't it? Because honestly, I'm done, completely empty and when you told me those things I felt hurt because you wouldn't let me explain and after everything that me and my family went through I needed to escape from it.

There that's it, that's the stonecold truth, believe it or not do what you want I'm hurting and I thought you would understand but you don't, because let me tell you one thing: Everythimg me and my family have been through you'll never experience it. Better off just trying to. 